The sad things keep follow me

beibei,

Do you i felt very down today.Everyday i hear different peoples bad news.
yesterday is ron who going to jobless today is my colleague who told me he got caner.i felt so down why must those around me peoples sad like me...i really hope to hug you and cry,sometime i been wonder why i love you so much the reason is no reason if one day i all sudden gone how will you feel and how much pain will you have?i really don't know maybe you don't felt anything at all.but in my life you are the second women which i wanted to marry,and spent the whole life with you....but will you??i really don't know or maybe you didn't check out this blog anymore..i really hope you can be able to see how i really felt for you....all i can say is you are always in my heart...i love you and i really do.